my stupid idiot

2007-11-14T01:49:00.000-08:00

everything going very smooth,
my family
work
friendship
relation.

bb going genting soon.

i'll be back again on my next leave

2007-10-25T02:45:00.000-07:00

NO MORE TIMMI AND VANIE
A BIG NO NO NO!

i'm done with it!
its now in e dustbin(:
never be back.

2007-10-22T01:58:00.000-07:00

WE HATE PIGLET!

2007-10-17T02:44:00.000-07:00

w/o makeup 'aunty'

love shape butt

feeding

my stupid didi

just came back from zoo,

just now quarrel with gong cause of guys again.

lucky he forgive me.

i'm so happy today,

all the way at zoo we no quarrel(:

going work on fri or sat,

lesser time for gong les.

2007-10-16T04:42:00.000-07:00

just camp back from party world with baby,
he's late for 40mins,
and i like idiot waiting for him all alone!
anyway,
think i'll be working at zoo bahs,
woodlands hard to find job.
tmr meeting qinhui for interview,
after interview will be meeting baby
and he say he we will be going zoo.

now a days i and him keep quarrel,
i just hope we cann stop all this.
bless

2007-10-15T01:04:00.000-07:00

baby going army next year les):

2007-10-13T04:08:00.000-07:00

yesterday went town with baby,
went to a few place at oneday.
dint brought anything(nothing catch my eye),
only a top.
after that we head to marina south for dinner,
then home sweet home.

2007-10-11T04:27:00.000-07:00

tomorrow ish my b'day!
12 oct
wish... dick, liling and wenhan, happy b'day too(:!

baby gonna bring me out!
LOVES

2007-10-11T02:37:00.000-07:00

should i take it as nothing happen?

4 years of friendship, classmate,

i cant believe all this words will be coming out from your mouth.

what i've did in the past, its past.

do youu have to tel lim about it(does it bother youu)?

and i dont think i've done anything wrong,

i'm the one got cheat,

so its my fault?

i dont think so,

in a relation, i dont think there's any right or wrong.

lastly, youu both are same.

did something wrong,

yet still dont feel sorry saying it.

2007-10-10T04:53:00.000-07:00

angry!
msn got one cb kia,
come chat with me and i decide to ignor him.
yet he scold me with lot of bad words!
isn't him unreasonable?
if he's not happy with me then just simply get lost!

2007-10-09T14:50:00.000-07:00

2 more days to my b'day!
bb wanna brought a new handphone for me,
its new phone(dunno what model, he doesn't want to tel me) so still dont have stock,
still need to wait till next week.
shag.
anyway later after brining small brother for tuition,
gonna meeting bb for dinner(:
holiday still have to fetch my small brother go school/tuition,
i'm like his mother in others eyes.
no choice,
mummy lazy, daddy(impossible), big brother(everyday stick with his gf)
so left me.
fate.

2007-10-08T01:34:00.001-07:00

today ish my last exam(: finally
but my idiot classmate fight while we having exam.
stupid las,
end up nobody dare to admit,
everytime also like that!
HUMJI!
anyway baby say maybe going to celebrate my b'day with wen han,
cause we're on the same day.
consider.

2007-10-07T02:07:00.000-07:00

now i'm at grand house,
aunt brought a b'day cake for me.
baby now at living room playing games.
just now aunt bring me to e room to talk with me about my attitude toward him,
and i really realise my mistake.
but sometime i just cant control myself from shouting at youu.
SORRY BABY!
i promise i'll change.

2007-10-03T01:16:00.000-07:00

sian just finish my math paper 2.

lots of question i dunno how to do.

but it's ok,

cause i've already given up on math.

i want to be with youu every minutes

2007-10-02T02:20:00.000-07:00

IMU BABY

2007-09-26T05:31:00.000-07:00

ifyouureallytreasureourfriendship,
youu'llstopdoingwhatyouu'redoingnow.
ihateyouuforeverythingyouudid.
youustillunabletothinkforothers
thatsyourpersonalities,
cantchangethefact.
(thanksfortellingmethetruth)

during e journey,
there will be different stages/stops.
passengers(refering to friends) will enter the bus(my life)
and leave anytime they want.
we cant control them when they wanna leave.
not many people will actually stand by me all e time
but its just enough to have just a few nice buddy
and i'm glad i have.

2007-09-24T01:54:00.000-07:00

Learn to love people who are with youu at present.

Forget people in the past

and thank them for hurting youu,

which led youu to love people youu've right now.

And also,

the past ish meant to be used as a tool

for future bad experiences indeed make youu bitter,

but lessons learned should make youu better.

2007-09-24T00:33:00.000-07:00

sat went east coast cycling with baby and his friend,
we ride the double dicycle,
cause i dunno how to ride:(
i enjoy myself,
but end of the day,
have some tiff with him.
sigh

.....................................................................................................

after looking at ling post,
i found that i also have things to say.

TO MRLIM OF CLASS 4T2:

almost all of us dislike youu.
cause in the first place,
youu've use the wrong way to communicate with us.
youu always talk in the way like "look down on us"
youu always say i'll married and give birth at very young age,
and i always answer youu:
YES! I AM. I'LL MARRIED AND GIVE BIRTH AT A VERY YOUNG AGE.
cause i think no point argue with youu.
didn't youu notice that dav tan cann communicate very well with us?!
cause he talk to us like 'friends' and not 'teacher & student'.
most importantly,
things come out from your mouth 'de zui' us.

maybe all this will 'hurt' youu.
but i;m just saying out,
whats on my mind.

2007-09-21T01:29:00.000-07:00

WHAT A BORING DAY!

din went to school today.
morning didi wake me up and say that 3 of our hamster ish lost,
so i wake up and help him.
wth! early in the morning do kuku thing.
after 3 hours of searching,
both of us cant find anything.
...............................................
went cwp to have my lunch with mummy,
when i was about to go i saw dick's and phyllis!
omg!
cant believe that i'll smile and say hi to them.
then we head to 300plus for shapping.
so i acc mum to grand ma house while waiting for baby
gonna meet baby in a few minutes time,
he wanna bring me go buy my fav bubble tea(:

2007-09-20T01:52:00.000-07:00

i'm just back from baby house.
too tired to go school this few days.
he force me to go and cant even late!
not fair at all, he cann late for work and i cant.
i'm look forward to my b'day(:
i wanna have a unforgetable b'day with baby.

2007-09-13T20:03:00.000-07:00

now i'm having my eoa lesson at lab.
i'm so bored!
yanling not feeling well, she's going to see doctor today.
without her i'm so bored in class.
anyway i wanna thank her for her understanding(:

i'm damn angry with timothy tan!
JERK ASS!
always promise without doing!
all he know ish DOTA DOTA DOTA!!!

anyway i'll be having my lunch with him.
see how he perform later.

2007-09-13T03:51:00.000-07:00

this week almost everyday also meet baby.
yesterday din go school and we went watch movie(naraka 19) damn bored and lame!
waste money only, after watching for 1hour we left.
today we went party world(:
i really enjoy myself there!
loves my baby(:

but i left out my friends.

2007-09-10T03:45:00.000-07:00

today i was late for school,
school ish so bored.
after school went to have lunch with yanling and her sister,
then went to baby house,
had some argument,
and i really make him go mad.
but he still hong me as i say he really change alot.
if its last time he had already thrown me out of his house.
sigh.
tmr i'm having my cpa exam(:

2007-09-05T23:10:00.000-07:00

I REALLY LOVE BUBBLE TEA ALOT!!

yesterday baby fight with his friend
due to some problem bahs.
baby des temper always very good (only to freinds)
will fight sure ish very angry des.
lucky baby never get hurt himself.
anyway
baby gonna leave me alone tmr:(
he going sentosa with ahbee they all.
sigh, not going cause later bring didi go there sure very mafan,
so think dont go better.
gonna miss him lots.

iloveyouuforwhoyouuare.

2007-09-04T23:06:00.000-07:00

precious yong yong

caught baby playing psp again

i'm having my n level exam this few days,

and the worst thing ish i fall sick.

OMG!
lucky got baby to look after me,

getting better now.
1st october i'll be having my math exam les.

my math ish damn jialat, hopeless les.

tomorrow dont have exam and i cann meet baby (:

i just want to be with youu.

2007-08-29T04:19:00.000-07:00

BABY sorry for my dishonest, its all because i wanna prevent all those misunderstanding and quarreling.
but all this make thing go worst.
i will wait and i wont let it happen again.

youu'll never know how hurt i am, when youu scolded me with all those bad words.
just like youu say i wont know how youu're feeling.

2007-08-26T03:39:00.000-07:00

HAPPINESS ISH COMING ON MY WAY AGAIN!

i cann see the changes in him

2007-08-21T21:27:00.000-07:00

at last he told me the truth.
" he have no feeling on me les"
i just feel hurt but not sad or neither my tear coming out.
i chose to let him go cause i wanna see him happy

2007-08-18T01:05:00.000-07:00

yesterday went cwp with yanling and vero, brought some tops and bottom for myself.

i also brought one couple tees(:

then ling went meet her frens for the fire works.

at night mummuy, didi and me went to watch fire works, it was really very nice.

but cant meet ling they all, cause they dunno how to come find us.

2007-08-15T01:42:00.000-07:00

baby des stupid YUKI

snapped bee while he is changing shirt(:

this few days cant sleep well at night ):

always fall asleep at class while teacher teaching.

sigh.

2007-08-13T00:58:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TING HAO

last night went to meet baby they all for dinner at center,
after eating baby acc me go take cab home.
after bathing i lying on the bed for 4hours and yet i cant get to sleep.
my sleeping god slacking again, fall asleep at 4am woke up at 5.50am. f* up.
baby was late for work, lucky i wake him up.
wanted to go ice skatng with baby again but he say not fun at all,
miss baby lots.
(no matter how much i suffer, i wont give up on this relation)
i'll treasure and hold him tigh.

last week i was so busy helping daddy, din really sleep well and eat well.
anyway on wednesday jazlyn bring me to her cosin's house,
brought myself 2 necklace and couple necklace for me and baby cost me almost 100.
then on friday went shopping with mummy, brought 4 tops cost me almost 200.
another hole again ):

gonna ask mummy bring me go party world again. hahas
tired tired, gonna take a nap.

2007-07-16T00:05:00.000-07:00

PRECIOUS YONG YONG

i had never regret leaving youu, in the way youu show me.
every thing, every effort i did was so foolish.
when youu need me, i'll always be by your side letting youu know youu're not alone,
but in the end i think everything i did was totally WRONG.

MESMERISED:
deeply attracted in each other face.
SWEET NOTHING:
expressing each other feeling without talking
WHISPERED IN PROXIMATE BREATHS:
breathing together at about the same timing.

Loving youu ish all i need cause
Only youu cann make me dream
Vexing about what youu need
Everyday i just can't sleep
Just hope youu cann be with me
And that ish everything i need and
Soon youu cann be with me

i'll love youu till e end of my life
life no longer empty with youu in my arm
let me die in your arm with youu
and let me say this word before i go

its all by : Dick Lim

2007-07-12T21:46:00.000-07:00

not feeling well this few days, keep vomit and headache.
mummy keep ask me go see doctor but i just dont like to see doctor.
anyway, wont die des las.

broke off with him already, maybe what danny say ish right.
( without him i'll be a girl without sadness, hurt and stress. )
i'll learn to live the life without him.

2007-07-10T01:42:00.000-07:00

010707 was melvin's birthday. and we had chalet.
the first day all of us was so busy, so we didn't go out play.
second day we went escape, play only one games then we went off les.
nothing fun to play and have a big quarrel with baby.
jazlyn help me to shoot him as i think he ish really too much.
the next day we plan to go wild wild wet play,
when we reach there, we saw : CLOSE ON TUESDAY!!!
all of us was so angry.
end up we went to ice skating.
wasn't fun at all, cause i keep fall.

2007-07-10T01:26:00.001-07:00

today went to zoo with family.
nothing nice to see, its all still the same.
we also went to forest fare to eat and the food was really scuks!
anyway, most happy des ish my little didi(:

(130607)

2007-07-10T01:25:00.001-07:00

gonna meet baby soon(:
hope everything will be fine for us, no quarrels(:
got to go.

(110607)

2007-07-10T00:55:00.000-07:00

baby wasn't feeling well cause of his lips, no more seafood for him.
at last he went back to work today(:
so tired today, keep sleep then ps ah kew alone.
my tummy ish killing me man!!
girls things again, i HATE it.
worst thing ish i didn't bring my pain killer,
so i ring mummy in class then ask her go buy the pain killer and take to school for me.
and she did!
hahas.

idiot. i cant load my pic, so i was lazy to undate my blog!
then the ah kew keep kpkb.
hahas.

2007-07-08T03:11:00.000-07:00

我曾经爱过这样一个男人
他说我是世上最美的女人
我为他保留着那一份天真
关上爱别人的门
也是这个被我深爱的男人
把我变成世上最笨的女人
他说的每句话我都会当真
他说最爱我的唇
我的要求并不高
待我像从前一样好
可是有一天你说了同样的话
把别人拥入怀抱
你身上有她的香水味
是我鼻子犯的罪
不该嗅到她的美
檫掉一切陪你睡
你身上有她的香水味;
是你赐给的自卑
你要的爱太完美
我永远都学不会
----
也是这个被我深爱的男人
把我变成世上最笨的女人
他说的每句话我都会当真
他说最爱我的唇
我的要求并不高
待我像从前一样好
可是有一天你说了同样的话
把别人拥入怀抱
你身上有她的香水味
是我鼻子犯的罪
不该嗅到她的美
檫掉一切陪你睡
你身上有她的香水味;
是你赐给的自卑
你要的爱太完美
我永远都学不会
----
你身上有她的香水味
是我鼻子犯的罪
不该嗅到她的美
檫掉一切陪你睡
你身上有她的香水味;
是你赐给的自卑
你要的爱太完美
我永远都学不会

2007-06-19T02:36:00.000-07:00

life ish still the same for me & him, quarrel cant leave us alone.
but i already "ma mu" les bahs.

*_* anyway tomorrow gonna meet my girlfriends out tmr*_*
MISSES

*i could have another youu in a mintues
matter fact youu'll be herer in a minutes*

**i couldn't tell youu why i felt that way
i felt it everyday
and i just couldn't help myself
i just watching myself making the same mistake again
this's where she lies broken inside
with no place to go
no place to dry her eyes.

i've give in too much in this relation, i love him more then myself.
that's why i'm hurt so much, youu know youu mean alot to me,
that's why youu always take me for granted, unappreciate.

2007-06-12T01:35:00.000-07:00

youu really hurt me alot this time round.
i'm the one who suffer and giving in, but i never wanna end this relation.
youu're the one who taking it, yet youu wanna end.

will youu be more happy without me ?

2007-06-05T00:29:00.000-07:00

everything getting well.
he really treat me better les, but i've never forget youu girl's!
LOVE YOUU GIRLS LOTS:)
heading toward 090607, wedding wedding.
idiot, thats something wrong so i cant post my pic.

2007-06-01T01:21:00.000-07:00

yesterday daddy bring us( boon, bee, bigsize, bingze, elaine, mel, jaz, mummy and didi) to bottle tree park eat again, when we were about to go, we saw di wei, xiaopang and their friends. so they chat chat(bored cause i've nothing to do) then we went home les.

ring him and chat, he sing "BABY I'M SORRY", i'm so touch.
he have no confident in me and there he leave me again.

090607 big size gonna married soon:) gonna be daddy

2007-05-30T01:24:00.001-07:00

human ish always like that, when ppl told youu fire will burn and hurt youu, nobody will believe it
onlyl till youu feel and saw the pain then youu wil know that fire really cant play.
its your choice:)
i'm not gonna say anything anymore.

we quarrel again, but i hong him already. anyway i've got mt hair done.
i'm gonna control myself and stop thinking so much, if not later quarrel again.
he promise.

2007-05-27T21:35:00.000-07:00

pimple pimple

i'll just keep quiet, for not getting into trouble.

if there's any problem in your relation, youu should try to get it back
and not blaming others for it.

( he ask for forgiveness and ask me to go back.
i dont know should i or should i not?
if i go back, will he still treat me like hell? )

his bro married on sat but too bad, fail to go.
his mummy keep asking me to go, hahas. LOVES HER

2007-05-23T19:45:00.000-07:00

we still haven contact yet, think he just cant be bother bahs.
i hate youu for your everything.
till now i still mean nothing to youu.
1year ago and now was so different, how i wish i could be more heartless.

now at school library, so bored.

2007-05-23T00:50:00.000-07:00

HE THROW ME OUT OF HIS HOUSE!
OMG!
CANN YOUU BELIEVE THAT YOUR BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND WILL THROW YOUU OUT OF HIS HOUSE!

( LISTEN PROPERLY. I'M NOT SOME PUPPET YOUU CANN ORDER AROUND ACCORDING TO YOUR EVERY WHIM.)

i'll remember how to treat youu and what i get back!

i'm just angry that youu dont even have the intention me hold me back when i gonna walk out!
i'm really hurt, i cry and wait at the stairs.
but youu're just so heartless.

whenever i'm serious in a rs, i'll always ended the one get hurt.
thanks for proving me, everything i've done was WRONG!

2007-05-22T21:49:00.014-07:00

now at lab, i've already finish my work.
but still need to teach the idiot warren.
MA FAN!
today mornin got a msg from songting, but inside ish mh send to di des, here he go...
mh say: tel jaslyn dont so cb las. knn. huimin not very close to her. ask her dont we quarrel break liao then she still add fire hor. cb

LOL we are not totally saying about him.
as she say ish, he never treasure her but only till she wanna leave him.
youu guys break not cause of me also.
CRAZY!

going finish school soon
:)

2007-05-22T02:19:00.001-07:00

youu will always be the one! LOVES

today i've my class photo taking, i'm so happy cause i've miss out 2yrs les and this ish my last yr.
actually today dont feel like going to school des, i'm really tired
BUT
lucky yanling msg and tell me today we've class photo taking.
JOYS.

2007-05-21T00:38:00.000-07:00

my didi
w/o make up, big head moster.
snap snap snap ......

i was really very angry with him yesterday.
(if youu really never touch, youu wont not dare to pick up my calls!)
SIGH.
but after all i stil trust youu. i dunno was it right or wrong, but i stil chose to go this way.
pls prove to me what i did and say was right
AND NOT
proving me that what others say about youu was right.

2007-05-18T01:33:00.000-07:00

OUR MASSY CLASSROOM
DANNY'S AND YANLING'S HOBBY

BOTH OF THEIR HANDS AFTER FIGHT
AFTER ALL THOSE RUNNING, SHOUTING, SHE'S TIRED
HERE'S OUR PRETTY JASMINE

2007-05-17T18:32:00.023-07:00

getting very bored this few days.maybe feeling started to gone.
we also not like last time so sweet les. SHIT! dunno how to bring back everything.
some time he say he miss me, i've no feeling at all. maybe ish cause he lie too much.
there for everything he say i seem to have no more feeling.

she was really sucks! so kpo.
she say: you have gone too far. youu told your mum .............................. sever you right, kana cheap by those guy!

OMG! she did say all this.
i told bb about this, i dunno should i tell my mum anot?
bb say: tell your mum later they quarrel more worst. if i've got anything not happy, just go ahead and tell daddy.
SO
i ring daddy and told him about this, he ask me to print it out!
he feeling he gave me ish that, he dont believe the girl wil say all this to me.
MAENS
he trust her more then me, say real des, me hates to him getting more and more.

i just want that B*TCH to get out of my family ish that so hard?!

2007-05-15T21:55:00.000-07:00

hahas. so sad, huiwen have boyboy les, poor tinghao.

say real des. i to him ish only full of hates now. now then i known what kind of person he ish.
when he first saw youu, he would say youu're pretty, sweet then started to treat youu very good,
no matter youu shout at him or what he also wont scold youu des. BUT! after he know another group of girls, he would fall for one of them. then he will treat youu cold like hell! started with : no contact youu, scold youu and the attitude was really SCUKS! . i saw he msg the girl first but he still keep deny! WTH!

(lucky i know what kind of person youu're.
CHANGE HEART DAMN FAST!
your words are really too hard to beileve.
althou some time he keep lie to me BUT he has never change heart before and he wont so easy fall for other girls! unlike youu.

youu may hate me but i wont be bother at all. FLIRTY!

2007-05-15T00:10:00.000-07:00

my classmates.

RAINS

2007-05-14T18:34:00.000-07:00

now at school des lab. i'm so hungry now! anyway i gonna have my recess soon:)

this morning rains so heavy, but i dont feel cool right now.

finish mid-year exam les, feel so relax. but my n level ish coming soon.

here ish my marks:

MATHEMATICS (paper1): 12/40
MT: 45/60
CPA: 32/60
D&T: 90/100

D&T always fail des,not susprise all.

don't say youu understand me, when youu don't!

2007-05-14T00:46:00.000-07:00

hin ann's birdy' face and warren.

heres ish andre and his project.

yanling and danny
we've already broke off. i'm gonna delete everything, dont wish to have them anymore.

my math and D&T fail badly:(

2007-05-13T00:37:00.000-07:00

FCUK THAT BITCH MAMA 'YINGYING'! STOP ACTING INNOCENT.

YAS! YOUU CANN PROTECT HER AS MUCH AS YOUU WANT.
YAS! I GO CALL HER AND SCOLD HER.
YAS! EVERYTHING ALSO MY FCUKING FAULT, ALWAYS QUARREL CAUSE OF THE LCB!

2007-05-13T00:03:00.000-07:00

meeting hubby soon, waiting for him to come find me. raining raining:)

2007-05-11T05:08:00.000-07:00

LEONGTINGHAO SCUKS! YOUU WANNA CHOSE THIS WAY, I'M FINE WITH IT! JUST DONE REGRET. I'LL NEVER TALK OR TAKE A LOOK AT YOUU WHEN I SAW YOUU. SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-05-10T22:49:00.000-07:00

youu have no right to jadge me! just care more about yourself.
if youu really dislike me so much, youu may just say my name out.

today having my last paper, math paper 2. i'm going to fail many of my subjects les.

this ish the result.

MINE

MINE

AHBEE

BINGZHE

TINGHAO

MELVIN

2007-05-10T14:16:00.000-07:00

i dont ask for much, just hope that we will continue in this manner.

as to my dear girls: i know youu girls care for me,every time also heard i'm sad or hurt cause of him. advice me to leave him but i didn't cause i really love him alot. i just cant change my love to hate. sorry. now he care for me more les and this time round ish he ask me to go back to him:) this two days we're getting well, hope we'll carry on this manner yas. lastly thanks girls, miss youu lots.

2007-05-09T00:49:00.000-07:00

i heard a very nice song from the show - 战神

(here the lyric)

我的眼睛并不向往另一片天空
禁止进入爱情是我说的
谁也听不见这种孤单真可怜
多爱一次就多些寂寞
你为什么还是不懂我要的自由
一句话就让你离我远了
别让我以为快乐最后会粉碎
人最孤单的时候绝不会掉眼泪
说爱我在我的耳边对我说
我已经真的太久忘了这种心动
爱太难了解了我们还看不懂
那一些心酸快乐有多少还很真呢
说爱我用你的手心温暖我
就算你不能证明爱我能爱多久
我知道你想躲我要的并不多
一起看天空好吗最后一分钟
你为什么还是不懂我要的自由
一句话就让你离我远了
别让我以为快乐最后会粉碎
人最孤单的时候绝不会掉眼泪
说爱我在我的耳边对我说
我已经真的太久忘了这种心动
爱太难了解了我们还看不懂
那一些心酸快乐有多少还很真呢
说爱我用你的手心温暖我
就算你不能证明爱我能爱多久
我知道你想躲我要的并不多
一起看天空好吗最后一分钟
说爱我
我知道你想躲我要的并不多
一起看天空好吗说好爱我
说爱我

2007-05-08T19:58:00.000-07:00

sleeping time!

we broke up again. its funny right?! DA SIAO HUA!
why do things always end up this manner?
once i thou that i really found someone who really love me,
but the feeling didn't last long between.
perhaps its a mistake at the start.
when i know what kind of ppl youu're i still insis and go for it.
after all the consequenses for being stubbon.
its really too hurtful for me to take this changes.
i am aware that once the feeling change its hard to look for it again,
i'll slowly let youu go.
i know all this take time,
not for me to forget youu but for me to get use to it.
i've give up the passion,
the endurance me.
i dont want thing ti continue this manner.

2007-05-06T20:14:00.000-07:00

we got back together on 6May. i was so happy. BLESS! went to eat lunch with him, but after taht i found that he did call the B*TCH and i saw the contact with my own eyes, but he still keep deny. so we had a big quarrel over this. blahhs..................... and we are ok again. just hope what he promise he'll do bahs. (if not, his lips will be more worst then that time, and i wont be bother to acc him see doctor.) WISHES:)

2007-05-04T02:34:00.000-07:00

after exam went to eat with ling they all, heard ling say wanna go center i was so happy and agree without saying other words. CAUSE i know i'll be able to see him. then i went to the shop to take phone from him, YET i saw that bitch go msg him. ( so what if its your b'day?! do youu need to tel so many ppl?! before i forget, what TYPE of present youu want?! BIG or THIN? LONG or SHORT?) if i happen to see it again, i'm sure to kick a big fuss.

yas. to youu i always kick a big fuss for small thing, but those small things may seems to be very big things to me. i dunno when i'll wake up. quarrel with him just now at control station. dont say about it les, since i've forgive about that.

but i'm really happy that youu are willing to sent the msg to her:)

2007-05-02T11:40:00.000-07:00

everything getting fine. loves him lots:) hope he really appreciate everything just as he told me. but i wann youu to acc me more cann? sigh. today got english des mid-year exam, i never really did well i think. its so cold today, keep sleep. hahas. think tomorrow having math(i'm not sure), i'm so scare cause this topic i dont really understand, its all so confuse. but theres nothing i cann do now, so just hope for e best for tomorrow exam:)

2007-05-01T23:15:00.001-07:00

yas yas yas. ting hao ish MY LOVER, so are youu happy now? AS YOUR WISH! dont REGRET! .

2007-04-30T02:09:00.000-07:00

boy boy have something wrong with him. just acc him went to see doctor. sad for him, hope it wil recover soon. know that he dont feel well but the way he speaks really make me wanna laugh out loud. (cause its really funny if youu know what happen and youu saw it) stop saying about him lers, if not later he not happy again. yesterday went to the UK funfair, got so many things that i not dare to play. OMG! i keep scream, then idiot tinghao stil video me. then we sit the (mo tian lun) its so romantic, BUT my didi was with us, SPOIL is las. bee and tinghao between us. hahas. then we play the car, i kana bang till got many blur black. SHIT! so pain.

2007-04-25T18:17:00.000-07:00

dont know which asshole go tel mohheng i login his friendster then write testi to myself and show to ahboon. CRAZY! i'm not that crazy ok?! go write testi to myself then show ppl. ( to the asshole: stop doing all those stupid things las, ppl keep quiet does't mean ppl scare of youu. ever since when youu saw i doing it ?! or youu may jus tel me who youu are?! jus simply stop all your nonsense, love saying things that are unture. wait for your retribution. ppl keep queit jus dont over do it.)

2007-04-25T02:45:00.000-07:00

after all i'm soft heart again. sorry! no matter what i heard i'll put it a side. i'll believe what he say again. til if i found that he lie to me again then i think its really time up les.hope he wont break his promise bahs.

2007-04-24T01:56:00.000-07:00

i want a new blogskins! but i never saw i like des. this old want see til a bit bor les. sigh.

sigh. why jus cant he take a turn back and look at me ?
i need YOUU dearly! misses to cries. nobody know.
am i asking too much from youu?
i dont think so.
youu everyday also acc your friend,
oneday leave i ask youu acc me,
is it too much ?
its late in the nite,
i just dont feel save going home alone,
thats why i hope youu cann bring me home.
BUT!
youu told me youu wanna acc your friend,
youu know how i feel?
i ask youu go acc ur friend,
but at the same time i really hope youu'll call and explain to me, but youu did not.
yesterday til now youu never give me a call,
or even a msg.
SHOULD I GIVE UP? I ASKED MYSELF

2007-04-22T23:54:00.000-07:00

yesterday went to watch movie with boon:) , tinghao, mummy, didi, elaine and bingzhe. the show was really touch! but i was very happy at the same time bahs. jus went to take lunch with boon:) las las las.

its getting more and more, i want it belong to ME! no body wil know how much i LOVE him cann .

2007-04-17T01:20:00.000-07:00

this few days keep coughing, keep cough til vomit. LOL. jus now eat KFC then cough til vomit again, SO ERXIN!
hope my cough wil faster get well.

aafter leavin him, everything was like so different. use to call him after school everyday but now no more lers. think i'll get use to it soon nor later:) hope he'll get into another relation soon.

2007-04-16T00:49:00.000-07:00

dont have e time to go entertain those two idiots!

2007-04-11T21:20:00.000-07:00

yesterday we celebrate daddy b'day at home, the many ppl come. saw e person that i dont wish to see, but theres nothing i cann do. keep hinding in my room to chat on phone. hahas. keepmsging stil not dare let me see. but if really got a girl that youu are interested in then go for in and must intro to us hors! haha what chick las what enit las. LOL! i'm not so power like youuars. jus for single not even one week then SO many girls lers. LOL!

then chat chat, msg msg, til 2plus then sleep so tired.
anyway i know i'm JEALOUS!

cant really be bother about your things lers.

tired of everything,

dont tel me nobody cann take off my place in your heart.

its all SHIT!

i wont believe in all this anymore.

LIARS!

misses e stupid idiot of mine:)

2007-04-09T18:29:00.001-07:00

i'm back to single:(

2007-02-01T02:13:00.000-08:00

juz went meeting him:) today at sch quiet normal barhs. talk cock and all that. LOL. everythin gettin well with him. i jus wan youu to dote me more. ting jus discharge from hospital not long, hope she'll get well soon:)